managing the fragile heart

The last few months I thought it was weird with this self ... why ? I also do not know why ? But I feel better than before ... is there a genie that goes in my body ? Or is it laziness that really - I really can not beat ...

Well rabbi , forgive your servant ...

Yaa Rabbi servant to help re-organize the fragile heart ...

Well rabbi allowed slaves to fix everything ...

Well rabbi help slaves to get out of the shackles of the Shaytan ...

A'udzublillahiminasysyaithonirrojiim ... I seek refuge in You from the cursed Shaytan temptation ...

Friend - my best friend ... faith is sometimes up and down , but do not let it fall too down the faith , hard to get back up again ... like myself who are experiencing the decline of faith ... is there a friend who wanted to give me enlightenment is fragile ...

Hopefully I can get back up the stairs - the stairs , , , , yes the stairs to the top of the faith ... ameen ...

" Laa Robbanaa tujigh quluubanaa ba'da IDZ hadaitana wahablanaa min ladunka innaka Antal wahhaab mercy ... "

" Yaa Rabb our Lord must not lean our hearts astray after thou hast guided us , and grant us mercy from your side . Behold, thou mighty giver . " Ameen ... yaa robbal alamiin .....